Missy Jenn (✿_✿): May 2009

About 2 months more i didn't update my blog as Jenn went to National Service and just came back last week. Well, within this two month there's many many many many many a lot of many things happened. I went to National Service on 19 March 2009. I really cant accept that I'm selected for National Service. But no matter how, i need to go to the training too. The first day i reached there, i really cant live there. I keep on thinking how i gonna stay there for 3 months? what the F**K... I'm really tension. When the times get longer, i get used to the life there. "If we really accept it, we're feel better". Some one told me before. The first day i went there, i never cry even a lot of girls crying there. I just feel tension and hate to everything there. But, i cried out bucket when the time I'm gonna leave there. I was selected to FORM 6. That's why we are allowed to came back here earlier.

About last month, 12 May 2009, Jenn already become single yet available. haha!... We broke up. Actually, if someone ask me the reason we broke up, i really can't answer. Cos' i'm not really understand why. haha.... Maybe we're not match and should not started our realtionship. Or maybe he no love me anymore, bored with me. I have no idea about that. We never give both of us a chance to talk proberly about out realtionship. We end our relationship within fews msg. Its really not worth. But nothing can do also. haha... Aiya.... Everything had passed. Jenn not going to think too much about that. What im gonna do right now is STUDY. FUTURE UPON JENN. hahah!! Deep leh? hehe.... No choice. Let me concentrate on a thing so that i won't think something that make me feel sad. By the way, i'll still do enjoy my SILGLE LIFE. muacxxxx