Yesterday Vs. Today

Last night, I message him.
I mean my Mr.X
I sent a forward message to him by using my new number.
He asked me who am i.
I told him that i am Jennifer.
I was damn nervous and scared that he ask me which Jennifer.
Fortunately he's not.
He still remember me.
I am just like over excited.
When my phone rang, my heartbeat increase like...................................
Well, then i asked him if he's good there.
He answered me and asked me back.
He was like so cool and don't have much thing to say.
Honestly, i am a little bit lazy going to find topic.
Finally we ended up with good night after several message.
Anyway, his several or even one message will makes me fly into the SKY.

About today.
It's the first day Birdy came back here from Johor.
Hmmm..
As today i got class for the whole afternoon, we didn't meet until night.
We went to Pizza Hut as i am went to celebrate Sue-Leen's birthday.
The sad things that happened today is that Devon lost her money.
RM100
She kept it in her purse and lost it without notice.
Well, we suspect a person.
But............................................
We can't do anything.
As a conclusion, going to forget about it.
Last but not least,

Cheer Up , darling...! muacx

The Quotes

Just now went to help a friend of mine bought something for his girlfriend.
Quite a long time we didn't meet.
This makes the topic between us become less and less.
Unlike before.
Before, we can talk non-stop throughout the day.

Well, i earn a lot hang with him.
He told me a lot about my Mr.X which i didn't see him for such a long time.
As i know, he was different than before.
He climb so high now.
His status was much more higher than before.
The people beside him was no more like us.
Branded from the head to the toe.
How about me?
I'm still standing at the point, didn't even make any step.
The higher he climb, the wider the distance between me and him.
I don't hope he climb so high as i don't want the distance between us get wider and wider as the time goes by.
But i know he want to.
So.......
I wish him.

I Misssssssssssssssssss You.
I wanna TALK with you all night long.
I wanna TAKE PHOTO with you.
I wanna LOOK at you before i close my eyes.
I wanna HUG you as i do that night.
I want EVERYTHING about you.
I WANT YOU.

" If you love someone, tell them....
Broken hearts are often caused by UNSPOKEN words."


This quotes reminds me of him.
I wish i can shout out loud to him that I LOVE HIM.
But i couldn't.

I Have Gained 5 kg.

DyDy came back here for few days.
Tomorrow he will going back to KL again.
He just like a machine which will entertain all of us here.
The time pass so fast , he at here.
Play around.
Just now i took him to a garden which quite far from my house, Alor Star Mall's Garden.
Hmmmm...
I wanna appreciate the time when i'm with him.
I wanna took as many photo as i could with him.

Well, after bring him for a walk, i went to aerobic class.
WHAT THE FUCK!!
It's killing me.
Damn tired and my whole body's muscle ache.
But i able to see my sweat just like i'm bathing.
Huuuhhhh...!!!
After the class, i went to weight my weight.
OMG...!
It's 60kg now.
FUCK FUCK FUCK....!!!!!!!!!!! (⋋▂⋌)
I was like speechless.
And my mom surely will keep on scold me all day long.
Aaaarrrrrssssshhhhh...!
I hate the way she said me.
I am pity myself why i'm so fat?
I hate to look at the mirror.
Just like a fatty standing in front of me.
Piss Off...!!!

You know what?
Gained 5kg within few weeks.
But it takes few years to loss it.
Hoooohhhhh!!!
Now the feeling of mine was damn complicated.
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
Feels like i am useless to stay on this earth.
Makes this earth heavy to turn.

I wanna loss my weight.
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN

❤Definitely Mr.X is my target.❤