17 January 2012

My Decision




I am no more work at Intel as Customer Service for next month.
Don't misunderstand, I also not going to stay in OM.
I am going to KVC Industrial Supplies.
It's a listed company under a powerful group; ATIS Group.
They're doing the same thing as OM doing now. They are also a trading house but they're a stable company.
I'm going to work in OEM Department which all are girls even the HOD.
The staff there no one will work exceed 6 months as their boss are too tough.
I knew it must be very tough but of course I will try my best.

Worst to the worst, if I couldn't cope, just find other since I am still so young.

OM Sales Director keep on asking me not to leave.
I have nothing but only time. I'm not going to show off, just telling the truth.

As a Sales Director and also a eldest brother of mine, he must know the reason why I am leaving.
Since you can't/won't solve my problem, then let me solve by myself. Let me go.
What for keep on asking me to stay? Just wanna make some dramatic in front of the other?


The eldest brother of mine no more. I mean he is not the brother that I know.
He totally not respect me and also his wife.

Dare she look down on me and said I am poor.
What The Hell is that??????
Come on, girl.
Who you think you are? You're just a lady that know nothing don't even have a better education and attitude.
I really curious why this kind of attitude still got people will marry and live until now.
The question marks all over my head.




P/S: I promise I will never respect a lady like you no matter who you are. So what if you're
my sis-in-law? SO WHAT?????????







06 January 2012

I'm at the cross road.


I'm lost of direction.
No one understand how I feel.
I can't work with the career that I like caused of some purpose.
I feel regret to leave my company; OM.
I like this job, I do enjoy while working.
But I am going to leave at the end of this month.
Going to work at Intel as Customer Service.
No one support me but they never know the situation that I am facing right now.
Seriously I scare too.
The pay of the new company that I am going to join slightly higher compared to my existing pay.
But no more claim. My expenses might be higher; this is what I am still considering.

I hate myself. When there is some turbulent that I face, I used to cry.
Come on, girl. Cry won't help you anything.
STOP crying please. Your tears really piss me off.

Anyway, I have made my decision.
Wish everything will going smoothly.