My Arse

I was being good manner greeting someone a happy birthday.
But God dont know, good manner costs me the word "BITCH"!
I swear to God by my name, I did not intend to flirt with this guy.
But the so-called girlfriend just texted and humiliated me with the harsh words.
Hello girl, this post is for you. Or your friend as well. Whatsoever. Listen here...
I was NEARLY in a relationship with your lovely boyfriend.
He came all the way from Penang to Alor Setar, just to surprise me.
Not believing in me huh? I have alot of witness.
Then, he came to my school, just to chit-chat, a few words with me. Then leave.
I am a girl, I have feelings, and I was touched!
Again, he came all the way from his hometown. To watch a two hour movie, with me. He pave the car door, for me.
Of course, he was being so gentleman. I was touched, AGAIN!
And he even kissed, my forehead in the cinema.
We're hand in hand, walked in the whole mall.
WTF, hello girl.
A guy came all the way, just for me.
What do you think, how I feel?
And there's a point, you should know.
We flirted when you both had a short broke up.
Why should I ignore him when he flirted me? Why should I be the one who step out?
You said I'd told everyone? You're well-known huh?
Who do you think you are? Amber Chia? Or Angelina Jolie?
My mouth is with me, I have my thought.
If you are scared that everyone would knew about me and him. Ask your boyfriend to buy a time machine. And turn back the time.
Me and him, it did happened! Accept it.
Wanna know why I did not ignore him?
Because he was so annoying, we'd even on the phone for hours.
Talking non-stop. Everyday. For so many days.
He flirted me, I flirt back.
What's the wrong? Tell me?
You scolded me fuck and bitch when you said you dont want to use any harsh words.
Then, you are clearly wasting your parents money.
Because you went to school as usual but without bringing your brain.
The word "BITCH" is a HARSH word! Bitch is a female dog, which clearly I am not one.
Miss, control your boyfriend.
Teach him to obey upon your demand.
Handcuffs and lock him up, swallow the key and keep it till you're death.
So that he wont walk around and being itchy with other ladies.
Now, thats what a bitch like you would do!
Why dont you sit down, have a relax talk with him. Asked what had happened between you and him.
Come on girl, give some air for your boyfriend to breath freely. He's dying upon your torture.
Ask yourself why, is he flirting with the other girls.
And, I am here to say.
I sent him a happy birthday text message, it is for manners.
Not flirt. Differentiate the differences, please!
Understand what had happened before acting and yelling like a boar.

p/s MOCK MY WORDS YOU BOAR, YOU MESS WITH MY LIFE. YOU WILL BE VERY TROUBLESOME. DONT BE CHILDISH, AND PLEASE BE AWAKE.

PLKN Tasoh Siri 6/2 Gathering

Last few days, we have a gathering at Greenland Mc Donald.
Seriously, i'm appreciate the chance to gather together but other's not.
Well, only 10 of us there.
The funny thing is that we're gather on 11 pm.
What a lame gathering is this?
As Sou Sou purposely came back from Nilai, Inti for this gathering.
To show my sincere, i go by bus and Sou Sou fetch me there.
I am enjoy to talk and laugh with them ; Sou Sou and Benji.
We talked a lot.
We finished out gathering on 12 something.
I went to UPR to find him.
He bring me to VooDoo.
Honestly, i don't know the reason i go to meet him.
He with his friends and i'm bored sitting and standing there.
As some technical problem, i overnight at his house.
Guess what.
Only me and him.
What's going to happen?
SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But now, we have already make it clear.
He told me that he's not ready to be in a relationship.
Positive thinking, he's not ready.
Fact, i'm not his cup of tea.
It's good to be friend.
I can't imagine if i'm in a relationship with a sweet talker.
I am disguise sweet talker.
Sweet talker, please go away from me.
Honestly, i don't know i like him or not.
The feeling is considered as like?
Or because i'm empty now and simply like anyone?
*wondering*
Alright!
STOP here.
As everything had happen.
Not going to look back anymore.












P/S : I'm not upset or anything. Just feel EMPTY. I'm still feeling GOOD.! And i'm very happy can meet them all especially Xiao Tong.

I Miss THEM

Last few days, i was webcam with Benson.
And he asked me to watch "Peter Chao's video" in Youtube.
He was damn annoy and the way he speak English was damn funny.
I love him.I mean i like the way he talked and the contains of the video.
Guess what, he's sun glass was Louis Vuittion.
The way he talk reminds me of someone.
Mr. Chicken.
I dreamed of him on that night.
He just like a clone of Mr.C.
I realize that actually i miss him.
Sometimes when i sat alone , driving alone or even lay on my bed, i think of him.
The way he entertained me and the way he care for me.
I still remember he said he'll commit if we're in a relationship.
And he promise not to rush as we going to take time to know each other more.
I know he won't be so faithful to his girlfriend.
But he makes me trust on him and definitely i have fallen for him.
Finally he's the one whom end everything up.
He have chosen to be with her.
I respect his decision.
Well, my besties told me not to have any relation with him as he'll hurt me in the end.
But I WANT.I believe that "We never try, We'll never know".

Everything Happened For A Reason

Finally i have my time to update my blog now.
After sent mom to bus station, i have my fried chicken with Dydy.
While we eating, the electric current suddenly stop.
I can't take anymore as the weather was damn hot even at night.
When the time i came out, the electric current come again.
SHIT..!
It's playing me like a fool.

A lot of things happened within this few weeks.Last 2 weeks, Devon and i accidentally saw him.

After a few days, we realize that he wrote on the Facebook said that...

"Sometimes i saw they two people, i really gonna vomit, the feeling see them, is really very suffer, just want to say FUCK OFF, PLEASE."
Oh My Gosh..~
See his grammar.
Sux.
Both of us really don't understand why he do so.
We never step on his tail.Why he wanna step on us?
The comment below there mention our name some more.
Stated j n d .
We really can't think of other except both of us.
When the time i saw it, i feel HOT and SHY.
Angry is because he stepped on me.
I never do anything on him.Shy is because why my ex-boyfriend would say that to me?
I mean, why i ever have such boyfriend?
Shameless on me.
I dare not to tell my mom and other friends what had happened.
I know they'll laugh at me ; have such immature boyfriend.
After i broke with him, i never said anything bad on him.
Cause i wanna they leave the best memories of him.
Honestly, i don't want other look down on me.People asked me how he treated me?
I just smile i told them his advantages.
But then he....................................................?

Beside that, he ever told them about the things that damn privacy.
I warn him not to tell anyone.
But he do.
This guy..... I don't know should use what word to describe him.
A dirty guy that visit neighbour house more then his girlfriend house?Or a prostitute obsessed?

Well, i don't feel like wanna continue to talk about him.
I didn't feel like gonna vomit but only feel disgust.

Yesterday Vs. Today

Last night, I message him.
I mean my Mr.X
I sent a forward message to him by using my new number.
He asked me who am i.
I told him that i am Jennifer.
I was damn nervous and scared that he ask me which Jennifer.
Fortunately he's not.
He still remember me.
I am just like over excited.
When my phone rang, my heartbeat increase like...................................
Well, then i asked him if he's good there.
He answered me and asked me back.
He was like so cool and don't have much thing to say.
Honestly, i am a little bit lazy going to find topic.
Finally we ended up with good night after several message.
Anyway, his several or even one message will makes me fly into the SKY.

About today.
It's the first day Birdy came back here from Johor.
Hmmm..
As today i got class for the whole afternoon, we didn't meet until night.
We went to Pizza Hut as i am went to celebrate Sue-Leen's birthday.
The sad things that happened today is that Devon lost her money.
RM100
She kept it in her purse and lost it without notice.
Well, we suspect a person.
But............................................
We can't do anything.
As a conclusion, going to forget about it.
Last but not least,

Cheer Up , darling...! muacx

The Quotes

Just now went to help a friend of mine bought something for his girlfriend.
Quite a long time we didn't meet.
This makes the topic between us become less and less.
Unlike before.
Before, we can talk non-stop throughout the day.

Well, i earn a lot hang with him.
He told me a lot about my Mr.X which i didn't see him for such a long time.
As i know, he was different than before.
He climb so high now.
His status was much more higher than before.
The people beside him was no more like us.
Branded from the head to the toe.
How about me?
I'm still standing at the point, didn't even make any step.
The higher he climb, the wider the distance between me and him.
I don't hope he climb so high as i don't want the distance between us get wider and wider as the time goes by.
But i know he want to.
So.......
I wish him.

I Misssssssssssssssssss You.
I wanna TALK with you all night long.
I wanna TAKE PHOTO with you.
I wanna LOOK at you before i close my eyes.
I wanna HUG you as i do that night.
I want EVERYTHING about you.
I WANT YOU.

" If you love someone, tell them....
Broken hearts are often caused by UNSPOKEN words."


This quotes reminds me of him.
I wish i can shout out loud to him that I LOVE HIM.
But i couldn't.

I Have Gained 5 kg.

DyDy came back here for few days.
Tomorrow he will going back to KL again.
He just like a machine which will entertain all of us here.
The time pass so fast , he at here.
Play around.
Just now i took him to a garden which quite far from my house, Alor Star Mall's Garden.
Hmmmm...
I wanna appreciate the time when i'm with him.
I wanna took as many photo as i could with him.

Well, after bring him for a walk, i went to aerobic class.
WHAT THE FUCK!!
It's killing me.
Damn tired and my whole body's muscle ache.
But i able to see my sweat just like i'm bathing.
Huuuhhhh...!!!
After the class, i went to weight my weight.
OMG...!
It's 60kg now.
FUCK FUCK FUCK....!!!!!!!!!!! (⋋▂⋌)
I was like speechless.
And my mom surely will keep on scold me all day long.
Aaaarrrrrssssshhhhh...!
I hate the way she said me.
I am pity myself why i'm so fat?
I hate to look at the mirror.
Just like a fatty standing in front of me.
Piss Off...!!!

You know what?
Gained 5kg within few weeks.
But it takes few years to loss it.
Hoooohhhhh!!!
Now the feeling of mine was damn complicated.
Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
Feels like i am useless to stay on this earth.
Makes this earth heavy to turn.

I wanna loss my weight.
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN
THIN

❤Definitely Mr.X is my target.❤

Karoke Night

Still the same, only me and Devon hang out.
Went to Bazaar and bought a lot of food.
We ate it all.
p/s: this is how i won't slim down.
Surely not only both of us went to sing K.
We search all our contact book to see who we can ask for hang out.
Finally we found it.
Jun Xiang and Jia Hao.
Hahahaha~
They work as a hair stylish here.
Went to sing K together.
Only four of us.
Well, for quite a long time i didn't hang out with them.
Of course i do enjoy it.
Since i can't stay outside for too late, i back earlier.
Haiz...
How much i wish that i could hang more time with them.
Its okay, Missy Jenn.
Nevermind , Nevermind , Nevermind.
I'll be fly on the sky soon.
Only 3 moths to go, my dear.
Just take it easy.
Muaccxxxx...
I LOVE YOU, Jenn Jenn ❤
You are the only one who i can lay all my love on you...

Sometimes i feel that i'm look quite CUTE

Missy DRY DRY

Today is the second day my belen and dudes went back to Pg as they have finished their holidays.
Left Devon , Steven Khor and me at Alor Star.
Suddenly feel that i am so lonely.
Don't have much friends.
A lot of "Hi, Bye" friends.
But to find a friend that really can hang out is not easy.

Just now Devon went to De'Paris to do her manicure and pedicure.
After that we went to Times to have our dinner and pool.
Only both of us.
We do enjoy.
Laugh every words that came out from out mouths.
Even it is not funny.
Only both of us, i know that we do enjoy it.
Enjoy the fullest of us.

We talk a lot.
Sure love is one of our topic.
As a conclusion, GUY IS A ASSHOLE.
I strongly agree.
Maybe cause we're still single.
No idea.....!
And i also realise that actually i am a Miss of DRY.

DRY of love.
DRY of money.
Dry of skin.

So.............
I am Missy DRY...❤

p/s: Talking CRAP..

All of you are a JERK.

I Want Him ❤

Just reached home from snooker.
Everyday snooker, this is how my life goes on.
Well, just now Diane and E'Heng went to Alor Star mall to buy their new house lamp.
And i was busy be Devon's driver.
They saw him, Mr.X
OMG~~~
I miss it.
I should go along with them.
Why didn't I?
They told me that he look much more handsome.
He changed his hair.
I didn't see him for a long long time already.
Just like a millions years.
Can you imagine how much i miss him?
Answer is infinity.
You know what, Heng said
If Lunny see him, sure will rape him.
This really makes me laugh out loud.
I will save him and kill Lunny if Lunny really do so to him.

p/s: I miss all my Mr especially Mr.X and except the si ayam.

Over Excited

I am so happy today.
Don't know why.
Just feel so excited.
Laugh every now and then and done something very stupid.
Dancing in the public.
Never care how other look on us.
I just enjoy mine.
I wish my days will happy as today.

Well, i am wondering, quite a long time i didn't kiss with guy.
Miss the feeling of kiss.
Still remember kiss with him for whole night.
My longest record that i ever.
I love the kiss feeling with my lover.
Seems like i own him on that moment.
I am desperate for kissing.
But it doesn't mean that i would simply kiss with guy.
Must have the feeling for kissing before i do.
Mr.X......
OMG~~~~
If i do kiss with him, i swear i will never forget the feeling.
STOP dreaming, Jenn.
I-M-M-P-O-S-I-B-L-E
( i know this word )

I
Want
A
Sweet
Night
Kiss

Jennifer is Back

Hmmm..
Today i'm feel quite okay.
Sleep until about 1 something.
So enjoy and appreciate it.
For how long i didn't sleep till so late.
Just now went to watch movie with two kent which is Kent and Ken Teoh.
Haha..
We watched The Sorcerers.
One of the disney movie.
After that we went to snooker with Samuel.
Today my performance not bad.
Finally went to Double plate with Samuel and Lunny.
Yeah...
And my point is said that, i am quite enjoy and happy today.
He finally didn't disturb my mood at all.
Even my phone not always ring like before, but i love it.
I mean i love the way i am, nowadays.
Keep it on, Jenn.

I Wanna Cry Out Loud

Last night he just ask me to be his girlfriend.
We talk for quite long.
Finally end up with i didn't give him any answer.
I didn't say "Yes" or "No".
But honestly i don't think it's the time yet.
Even i have deeply fall for him.
Well, i planned to find him on this Friday.
Give him a surprise as my mom will going to my brother's house.

Just now afternoon he told me that his ex, Cindy will going to meet up with him.
Sure jealously upon me.
But i'm still nothing to him.
Not yet his girl.
I don't have the right stop him from doing.
He told me that we will not going.
I trust him.
Few hours ago, he text me.
Ask me not to contact him anymore as his not my type.
I was like........................
My mind blank.
I replied him " Why suddenly say that?"
Well, he honest to me.
Told me that he still has the feeling towards Cindy.
He thought i will be her replacement.
But couldn't.
That moment, i heard the sound of my broken heart.
So pain.
Unbelievable.
I wanna hear he say that from his mouth.
How much i hope that the one text to me not him.
But i have to accept the fact.

"He got back his girlfriend.
They get back together.
And i being left by him."

This is what i told myself.
I lye on my bed and look at the mirror.
Tried to smile.
The smile from my face is the ugliest smile that i ever seen.
I looked at my eyes, my eyebrow, my nose and my mouth.
I felt pity on myself.
And my heart was like so uncomfortable.
He was the one who makes me fall for him.
Now he's the one who kick me away.
What am i to him?
A spare tyre?
When Cindy left him, he come and flirt to me.
When the time she want him back, he kick me away.
What the hell was going on?
Am i a ball?
Or a rubbish?
Just forget about that.

Now the problems that i have to face.
All my siblings, even relative and all my friends knew about him.
I really don't know how to face them.
When they ask me about him, what should i say?
I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
Someone help me please.
Teach me what should i do.

I AM SO DOWN.....!

Up & Down

Last 2 days ; 12 July 2010, he came and find me again.
He went to my school with his friend ; Sada ; and makes me so nervous.
I don't know what the purpose he went there.
We just chat for about few minutes then he back.
Afternoon, we went to watch Eclipse again at Alor Star Mall.
Well, i doesn't enjoy the movie anymore as i just watched it last few days.
But i do enjoy watch with him and sat beside him.
After that all, we went to have our dinner and continued by snooker then back home.
From the bottom of my heart, i really so happy.
He was much more gentleman that i expect.
He open the car's door for me, help me everything when i need to.
How mush i wish that we're stay in the same town.
What to do?
I appreciate every seconds when i'm with him.

Yesterday.
He told me that he will busy for this few days.
Well, i am wondering what does he busy for?
Busy until don't have time to send me a message or even a call.
I don't know.
What i know is that I MISS HIM so much and his voice.
I told myself that not going to disturb him.
Cause i scare that he will feel i am so annoying.

Today.
I was so down now.
Just now morning mom and stepmother went to my school as my teacher asked them go.
My idiot teacher complains about me.
Said i'm late to school everyday.
I am sleep in the class.
And show them my results.
WTF....!
I was like hot till..................................
I admit that i do sleep in the class but not only me.
Everything end up with , mom quarantine me, ask me not to go out.
On the other hand, he didn't contact me for whole day.
Cause of those stuff, i'm down for whole day.
I wanna tell him.
But.............................
I text him.
He didn't reply.
Even phone him also couldn't get through him.
Until just now.
He message me told me that something happened.
I don't know what's going on.
So worry about him.
I'll only pray for you, my dear.
I Really Miss You.

F**king Bored ; Don't Know What To Do

I am F**king boring now.
Don't know what should i do.
Just finished watch Eclipse (Twilight 3) with Kent , Diane and her boyfriend ; E'Heng.
Hmmm....
Not bad.
Quite enjoy watch Edward and Bella kissing there.
Makes me desperate.
Well, I'm quite miss him ; Mr. Chicken now.
I keep on look at my phone is there any message from him.
But NO..!
He having his supper with his friends.
Honestly, I am not really know my feeling towards him.
Is it just a fresh feeling?
Or the so called LOVE?
Or maybe i miss him just because i'm bored?
Who knows?
I bet his feeling towards me is also not the love feeling.
Seriously , I'm quite scare myself will fall in love with him.
He was so insecure.
If I'm with him, i don't know when will he left me one day.
Anyway, not to think too much.
And i have to control myself not to fall for him.

A Sux Movie But I Do Enjoy Watch It

Yesterday.
When i finish school back home, i received a call.
It's Devon.
She ask me go to 17 just for hang out with E'Heng and Lunny.
They wait me for about half an hour there.
And finally i reached.
I was chat with Shen through message.
He keep on ask me where am i and who i with.
I felt a bit weird.
I just simply told Devon that..
Hmmm... I think he will come Alor Star find me.
After few minutes, i came out from the toilet.
I saw a guy walking towards me.
OMFG~~~
It's him.
WTF..!!!
Probably i'm so happy and my f**king heartbeat increase like hell.
I can feel my face so hot on that moment.
SHIT..
I even so happy now ; when i refresh back.
After awhile, Jia Yee and Siew Kai came to 17 to meet us and going to bring him for dinner.
We have our dinner at RED VILLAGE with Kent, Jia Yee, Siew Kai, Shen and I.
Well, after dinner we took decision to go to Butterworth to watch a movie.
The so called Predators.
Sux....!
Wasting my time.
But i do enjoy watch it as he's feeding me the Chipers.
hahahah~~~~~
Went to Penang for our supper.
Lastly, i reached home at about 4 something.
My parents ; especially my dad jump till his egg almost out.
And the Cibai Po ; 2nd sis.
Scold me like hell.
Well, Mom just told me that she's not going to care about me anymore since she can't control me.
Everything was up to me.
I'm damn disappointed hear that.
Anyway, no matter what had happened, for me, it's worth.

It's A Nightmare Again

Last few days i had a nightmare.
Maybe i was quite tired for this few days, dreamed nonsense when sleep time.
I gave birth in my dream.
Oh My Gosh.
The baby's dad is one of our friend, Steven.
WTF..!!
That's are rubbish.
The fees for the operation is just RM55.55
Even cheaper than a pig give birth.
Once i step out from the hospital, i was so regret.
I don't want the baby.
I don't want to have a husband since i'm still so young.
I just realize that actually now my single life was the best for me.
Maybe i'll change my mind after several years but guarantee not now.

After the nightmare, when i meet the guy, the baby's dad.
I was like so shy why i make those idiot dream.
And also Diane , E'heng and Lunny them laugh at me.
T.T

I Dreamed Of Him Again

Last few nights, i dream of him.

Mr.Confidence.

I dreamed that he trying to chase back me.

Trying to get near to me ; pull closer our distance.

I don't know why he do so.

And i also don't know why i'll dream him.

I'm not miss him wor.

I miss ma Mr.X , Mr.C and Mr.B much more than him.

I told so many people about that so that it won't happen on me.

I do not wish that will really happen.

Instead, i wish that the one are not him but my Mr.X.

I do agree that i loved him ; Mr.Confidence before.

But.........................................

It's already the past.

Maybe i do miss him but that miss beloved one that type.

As i know actually dream is let us realize the feeling when the thing happen.

Uncomfortable

My heart now was like...........................
I don't know how to describe it.
I saw his Facebook chat with the girls.
My heart was started to feel uncomfortable.
Even the msg was nothing, it's just a simple conversation.
But I don't know why.
It shouldn't be.
I don't want i am to be.
Help me please...
Please pull me out from this slump
F**K myself....

He = stupid Mr.B

The Day Full Of Plan

Today was Friday and also the second day Birdy reach Alor Star.
Since Bird was here, we sure will full of entertainment everyday.
Last night i slept on 5.00 a.m. as went to hang out with Kent and Jen them
And woke up at 6.00 a.m. something cause to attend the Chemistry class which started at 8.o0 a.m.
The earliest class that i had ever seen.
I slept for about 2 hours.
When the alarm rang, i was like not going to get up from my bed anymore.
My eyes couldn't open.
Oh My Gosh....~
On the first hour i was damn fresh.
The one who sat beside me was so sleepy and i was like ;
"OMG~ how could u sleepy while the lesson is going on...!!"
At about 9 something , it's my turn.
I felt sleepy like hell.
I didn't "fishing" at all cause i lye on the table and slept.
Hahahahaha.....
No one disturb my nap and i damn enjoy it.
Finally end up with i know nothing about what the SIR said.

After the sleepy class, Diane , E'heng , Birdy , En Yuan , Lun and I went to 8's Curry Fish Head have our breakfast.
We went to snooker once we finish it.
We played snooker whole afternoon.
And the point is i met Mr.B
His appearance really increased my heart beat.
17 it's our next destination.
Hang there until 10 something and went to diane's house until now.
Curious how come i can back so late right?
Uhuhuhuhuhu...
Go into the point.
I wanna back when the clock point at 12.
The problem is i don't have transport and he not going to back home yet.
I was felt like so shameless wanna ask he to fetch me back.
And i promised myself have to reach home before 10 p.m. from now onwards.
Except special case ( for my Mr....)
Until 2.30 a.m. , i really can't take anymore.
If not yet going home, i think my dad will not going to take me as his daughter.
When the time i reach home, i was so nervous.
I don't know what my dad going to do to me.
U know what?
I saw he left the key for me...
WTF...
I was like saw the key as a gold.
Haha...
Quickly get into the house with no any sound and sit in front of my pinky and update my blog.
As today's feeling was damn bad, i wanna drop it down.
Muacxxxxxxxx, babe...
IMYLH.. Good Night

Miss Ng Zeau Haarn

Last two days i just went back from PG.
I went there by bus.
Mr. Steven Khor was the one who fetch me to the bus station.
And he also the one who makes my bus leave me.
I don't care.
I buy the ticket again which at about 8.45 pm.
As Lim Diane and Wong E'heng was at Pg.
Well, they fetch me at jetty at about 12 a.m.
OMG~..
A little bit regret as i went there become their bulb.
No more Jennifer as she became Jennibulb.
Hahaaha~
The first night we just sat at Green House for about 2 hours.
As we have no where to go ma...
3of us sat there and talking crap lo..
The next day, went to visit Ng Zeau Haarn.
So cute and so small..
I kiss her non-stop.
Coz she got the smell of baby.
^^
Ah Kent was the one who fetch me toi the jetty on the third day.
We went to have Japanese food before i went back Alor Star, here.
OMG~
The meal was really satisfied me.
Satisfaction upon me..

She look at the camera.

Posing..

Me and I

HAPPY B'DAY to Mr. Theng Hek KENT.
I'm not yet wish her cause purposely going to give him some suprise .
Going to be the last second one wish her since Diane going to be the last one.
Recently all of us was busy for our own thing. No time going to hang out together.
We will be like before , after this.
haha..

Yesterday, i went to visit "niao niao" with E'Heng and Sheng Hao.
Sheng Hao was so desperate wanna see what the "niao niao" going to say about him.
Unfortunately "niao niao" not going to say anything to him cause he don't know what time he born.
But i do.
"niao niao" talk alot about me.
I remember the most is that she said that this year my luck was so normal.
Means like nothing going to happen include my love.
Something like not going to be in a relationship lo.
Disappointed me.
And she said that 26 years old is the best year for me to marry.
So young , man.
Nevertheless, ask me study hard.
GOD~~~~~~~

My Decision

Just back from school.
Finally my Mathematics and PA paper had passed.

Well, today i think I'd gone crazy.
I keep on thinking of him.
Think that i would change cause of him and many.
And also thinking of how am i going to tell him my feeling towards him.
Tuffff~~~
Die already this time...
Like that gone la...
GONE GONE GONE.
I hold on at there.
And continue think how about if he reject me?
It's okay get rejected.
But how if our relationship have changed to worst?
I hang there.
As a conclusion, i will tell him my feeling towards him soon~
But i know it takes time.
No matter how the answer, i'll just accept it.
At least i TRIED... ><

Jennifer Die Very Ssoon

10 more hours to go, i'm going to exam..!
Mid-term wor...
I believe that many students hate "e-x-a-m" this word.
I just finish study my PHYSICS for half an hour.
The study feeling was very good.
But really difficult wanna start to study cause of lazy.
Not easy to take the book, put it on table, sit on the table and look on the stupid thing for several hours.

Several times i feel like wanna give up on form 6.
It's really not my standard at all especially science stream.
But i was not able to give up.
You know what?
Mum told me that if i fail to enter University, she not going to pay me to private U.
OMFG~
How could she treat me that?
I also want to study at local U.
But if i really cant enter, what to do?
I also not willing to fail in my exam.
But if it really fail, what to do?
I'll try my best.

By the way, i think i should think what to do after my STPM.Not 100% will fail but 70% will.
WORST...
Really nothing that i can do since i'm still so young.
Impossible that i'm going to be the promoter forever.
Haiz....
Makes my brain so..................................................................................

Not going to think about that already.
Going to cook my Mee Sedap..
wakakak~









Oh ya, last but not least, today Jenn was like happy till flying~
According to my friend, Mr.X ask her about me.
I was really speechless.
He still remember me.
I thought he forgot that there's still a girl named Jennifer exists in this world.



Jennifer Danuskha❤MR. X

Jenn So Proud Of Her 2 Weeks Holidays

Still the same starter.
Exam is just around the corner.
I HATE exam la.
FUCK OFF.
But nothing to do also no matter i how much i hate it.
This coming Thursday it's my first paper.
Pengajian Am and Chemistry.
OMFG..
Well, i have dropped my Chemistry.
I have no time to study.
Cause of this, i'm going to die soon.
I don't care how my result was.
I pray very hard that not to get the last one in my class and pass my physics.
Really shameless la Jenn always get the last one.
STOP about the stupid exam.


After the idiot exam, we're going to holidays for 2 weeks.
Yeehoo..
Birdy coming back.
I should be happy?
I think sad more la
Well, now i'm thinking how am i going to spend my 2 weeks holidays...
Yeeeheeeeeeee....

How good if real life really obey this equation...!!

L.O.V.E

Can anyone tell me what does a LOVE means?
The Love that i understand seems like not as simple as the real Love means.
Love should be something that very beautiful.
I Love You...!
Is just like the words that all of us wish to hear from our lovers everyday.
Well, It's easy to speak out.
But it's not easy to lay those words from the bottom of our heart with sincerely .
Instead that, i do strongly believe that most of the girls might faithful to their relationship.
I don't know why guys love to betray their beloved.
They felt they have their own "market" , perhaps. Who knows...?
They'll tell you how much they love you, how much they want you and all the nonsense just to make you melt and be their.
They might able to sacrificed everything for you even their life.
When the time they feel bored with you, on the next seconds, they might changed 360 degree.Oh My F**king GOD...!
You're the Bitch of town, Slut, Mother FUCKER and many.
Well, they never think that they ever fuck the mother fucker that they said before.
A mother fucker is nothing to feel funny with.
F**k a mother fucker its the one that everyone will laugh to him.
Can you imagine how shameless the guy are?

Earth Hour Party

Last two days i was attend to school for the orchestra training.
Surely i was the singer.
I sang the two song which entitled "I will survive" and "Can't take my eyes off you".
For me, i think not bad la, my performance.


After that, I hang around with Diane and Devon.
Suddenly they said wanna have a bbq party as at 8.30 pm till 9.30 pm is the Earth Hour.
We went to bought the food immediately and reached their home at about 9.00 pm.
Hahaha...
Earth Hour almost finish.
And because of some other interruption, our party was failed to start on time.
Our party started at about 10.00 pm.
A lot people there.
Which are Diane, Devon, Johnking and Jenn.
The smallest party in the world.
At night finally they came ; Kent , Jia Yee ang Yi Jen.
I was quite enjoy.
As fist time i cooked and it taste good.
I kept on singing there.
Purpose is to makes them feel annoying.
Im succeed at last.
Wish to have those party again as soon as possible..

While hanging at Pak Hainan :

She studying.

She online-ing.

No people going to give me a F**K.
Then i self-capturing .

Chik chak..

While on the way bought the food, we found something damn interesting.
Here is it :


She ❤ Beers

I want the bulat-bulat. (◑O◐)

The Butterfly.☘

I'll Pray For You

Last night about this time, mum received a call.
From my aunt said that my cousin was involved in an accident.
He ride on a motorbike bang a car.
This this is his third time, we not really worry about it.
Thought wouldn't be so serious.
As time goes by, we just realise that it's very very very very very serious.
My GOD...
Through the phone, we'hv been told that both of his leg was broke down.
His head was bleeding and the blood came out from his ear and nose.
Can you imagine how serious?
We immediately rush to the Jitra Hospital to visit him.
When i saw him, he was lying on the bed.
Sending to the ICU for future treatment.
While his mother was tired of crying and almost faint down.
My mind was blink.
No way to cry nor laugh.
I felt so pity on him.
He just 18. Never enjoy the life, yet have to leave us.
On the other hand, how could my 93 years old grandpa accept this fact?
I think he will go together with him.



Well, I stayed at the hospital with cousin them until about 4 something in the morning.
While my cousin calling his name in the ICU room, tears came out from his eyes.
His heartbeat was increased.
He still can sense it.
I believe he'll get our wish too.



On the next afternoon, back from school,
i being inform that he was sent to Penang's Hospital for an operation.
hhhuuuuuuuhhhhh....
But then there's only 50%-50%..
Either he gone or he still alive but in coma.
Nothing can do with it rather than pray for him.
Anyway, here his group.
Encourage to join it. THX...

Pray For Him.