The Voice From My Heart

I'm stress caused of my career.
I'm Tension. It's driving me crazy.

I used to pursuit myself that everyone feel the same to makes myself feel better.

I was unable to cope with the situation I'm in right now.

I'm feel so bad.

As the unfortunate tragedy happened in Thailand, most of the factory were affected as well as our sales.

And this become my reason; excuses for myself.

I know I shouldn't be.

I want to study hard as my first semester will start on Jan 2012.

5 years to go.

I want to be an educated person so that the degree holders will not look down on me.

I want to change my mind set, my thinking ant etc.

Yes!!!! I'm ready for WAR!!!!!!!!!! COME ON!!!!!!!!

20th Birthday

The most ever meaningless birthday of mine.

I don't know how should i describe my Birthday.

I requested my BELEN to buy me a cake.

I asked them to celebrate with me.

I knew I'm shameless.

As usual continue working on my Birthday.

Going for movie and dinner with Bro and Family after work.

I expect at least be a lil different with the life style as how i used to be.

But NO. Caused of my expectation, i was disappointed.

I don't like the feeling when there is a hope but dissatisfied.

12/12/2011

My tear drops for 3 times as I'm upset.

I got no one.

I have to be tough.

I can make it through the rain.