Merry X'Mas

MERRY X'Mas....
WOw.... A lot to write here...
Well, i just realize that actually there are my friends reading my blog.
From now onwards i have to think before i write on this blog.
Recently.......................
I'm so friend with my dude.
Dude means my "belen" group.
I don't know why sometimes so good with them
but then sometimes totally no friend at all..
Is it this is the way we make friends?
A bit weird, dude..
I really hope that we can friend like now till anytime.
I'm not dare to say "till the end of time"
Maybe those words too impossible lar...
HNG...! Don't think too much, slut...
Just FUCK OFF....!

I'm just back from PENANG, babe..
Not bad. Quite enjoy. Even thought going with family.
The main purpose i went there is to attend my god bro's wedding.
And also shopping... wasai
I bought a lot of clothes also lar.. hehe
The next next day after the wedding was X'Mas.
Actually i expect nothing will happen on that day.
I mean nobody will countdown with me.
Maybe just sit at home and watch TV.
Fortunately my cousin's there.
Cousin bring me to F.A.M.E and mix together with friends.
Not bad la. Even they a bit "mature"
I quite enjoy and act like an ANGEL on that night.
Such enjoying night, manatau got such stupid idiot person fighting there
We never give them a fuck. Continue enjoy our night.
Till the next day, OMG~~~~!
My leg is just like not mine. I can't feel it anymore.
Anyway, i also shopping from morning till night.
Such a wonderful X'Mas i wont waste it.


The wedding night..


Muka baru bangun tidurrrrr



Nothing to do




Gonna end up here.. Lazy to cerita ady..
I got the memories its enough..
as the words goes by
"It's my wish larrr" (we got the tone)


I
Miss
You
!!!
Hope u know that i do.

My 18th Birthday...!

My 18th Birthday had passed...!
Don't know i should happy or sad.
I'm get older..
Well, i celebrate my bday at Penang.
We stayed there for about 3 days.


1st DAY...!
We start our journey at about 2 something.
We wait for one of our friend, Jen for about an hour.
My GODness~~~~...
Since all of us in happy mood, so..... nvm la...
We reached there about 4 pm.
Our first destinstion was Time Square.
Kent said wanna see the house there wor.
So went there have our breakfast at White House lor...
After our meal, we looking for hotel.
sweat... we spend about one and half hour for looking the hotel.
Most of the hotel was fully booked.
Even Gurney Hotel, G Hotel , Flamingo Hotel and Evergreen Hotel.
We went to E&O Hotel asked for the rate.
MY GODDDDD~~~~
The cheapest room rates is how much u know?
Let u guess 100 times u also won't get it right.
Its RM1000.00....
The room rates is count by using USD not RM..
sweat.... We looked at the catalog and smile to each other..
hahahaha....
Finally we went to RED ROCK HOTEL...
Even a bit "palia"...
But then its ok la, still gt bath tub and gt space for us to walk around..
We bath and rest for awhile before we went out.
Well, already about 11 something we just wanna left the hotel
Have our dinner sumore.
Finally we reached MOIS for about 12 something.
Not so many ppl there as it is FRIDAY night ma.
Good also la... Not too pack then we can dance like monkey there ma..
I really do enjoyed.....
I'm not drink so much as i can't.. Im easily drunk;
I drunk that night... so sweat...
I can't even walk back to the hotel room.
I hate the feeling that's why i hate alcohol.
After awhile im awake like a dragon.
Play around... Become "active"



Lobby of REDROCK Hotel




3 Pretty girls in the CLUB.... 'shameless'




So sweet... The SMILE




Teacher LOO and Jenn






Damn Girl.... You're a SEXY BITCH...




I rather to be a SEXY BITCH than a UGLY BITCH




Tryna' to act sweet.. Failed




2nd DAY..!!
The meaningless day.
We woke up at about 12 something and checked out at 1 something.
Bird went to cut her hair.
After that we keep on looking for the hotel room.
Today even more worst.
Every hotel at Tanjung Bungah there was fully booked.
What The Fucked...
After that we spend our time at Gurney.
Redbox till night..
Oh ya, i "cut" my cake there...
And shopping till the shop closed.
At night we went to have the steamboat.
Damn hot.... I hate it...
And the whole body and even the hair was damn smelly.
Then we back to the damn far hotel..
Dunno what's the hotel name.
but then not bad la...
4 star... Got golf club sumore..


My 2nd Cake...






The 3rd DAY....~
The last day, we spend our time at QueensBay...
Have our breakfast at Fridays..
And wasting out time walk around there...
We start our journey back here at about 10 something.
And reached here at about 11.



Just woke up....



In the hotel's fitting room...




Woohoaaaa.............
Love the time we all hang together..
Even there's happened something that unhappy.
Take it easy....
Take it as a lesson and remind me to be careful next time...
Anyway, Thanks You All, My Friendssssss..........
Celebrate mt bday for me...

muacssssxxxxxx

Home Home Home

Last nite TOY came back from Penang.

His bday today sumore.
We went to airport jz to hang there..
We shout and sing as loud as we could..
So relaxing~~~
But then ,
There's a lot of stupid mosquitoes.
We get bite like crazy there.


They pee there....




Im stranger....



Their post so sweat...




My God~~~~!!!
Bird ant Kent them at Penang now wor..
I really can't sit probably now..
Pity me.. Left me here.. haiz..
Actually they asked me go along
but i can't cause of some privacy reason..
My body here but my heart was with them..
I can't imagine how enjoy they are lor...
I wish u all not enjoy anymore..
HiaK HiaK HiaK... hng~

Flamingo's Night

Last two days, went to PG..
No idea the purpose we went there..
Kent, Bird and Jenn meet
Diane and Jia Yee and Jen there.
My God My God!!!!!
6 of us got in one car.
Couldn't describe the "pack"...
But we enjoyed ma... We "jin"
We stayed at FLAMINGO hotel.
All of us pack in one room sumore..
But the room able to fit in abt 15 people la..
We played bluffing whole night.
Well, i always lose..
And get punishment.
The most cruel punishment that i remember is
they asked me not to talk.
MY Godness!!!!!!!....
U're killing me if ask me not to talk.
Then i kept my mouth shut whole night lo...
haixxxxxx.....
We really didn't sleep whole night..
Damn tired..


After pray pray



At the place where we pray..


Their face look so happy... awake




This is how i looked like didn't sleep for one night



Bird face looks like didn't sleep for several months ady...





By the way, i know Diane sure very tekan with what i had said.
Im not going to say the truth.
If give me a chance to tell, i also wouldn't tell the truth.
Not because i don't want tell them.
Just because i don't wanna talk about him anymore.
Instead, u're wrong, my friend..
U said i love him so much till can't let him go.
Nowadays Jenn no more little girl,,
No more last time geh "Jen Ni Hua" ady...
Anyway,
I
LOVE
PLAYING
AROUND !!!!!

Last Night

I felt so bad last nite..
Argued with mum..
Well, before gone to sleep,
I'm listening to a song tittle "Stranger" .
This song so shit...
Reminds me of him... Idiot..
Makes my tear wash my face whole night..

Anyway, just went to watch 2012 with classmate...
Quite enjoying..
"I'm going to be a pilot.."
This is what i think after i watch it..
Only the pilot need on that time..
I know myself...
Driver also not really can be ady..
Don't say about pilot..

The most important is that
we have started our holidays.
Beside that,
we already get our result of the end of year exam.
I asked my friends how many subject that i have failed.
She replied, should say no any subject that pass kot...
Jesus... Am mi thor for...
There's mentally sweat in my mind...
Anyway, just try it next time...

Enjoying...

Actually today is the 1st Anniversary of us.

But..........................
Stop it !!!!!

Well, im quite happy recently.
As i had finished my end year exam.
Just like the stupid stone fall from my back.
Once we just finished our last paper,
we went to KFC to celebrate Shean Chin b'day.
Damn happy.
As we played around.
Didn't care our image anymore.


I ate the 4A.. I'll get 4 flat soon?



Act like GORILLA...



Don't know what they trying to do..



Convent of Pra U DELTA



K.S.A.H Alma Meter
K.S.A.H Young Collegians all


B'day Boy and Double NG



Sms Sms Sms...



Peace While Eating~




After the celebration, i went to miss LEE house for party.
Although all of them from Beta class, but i oso do enjoy.
Having karaoke with Ken them till about 3 something midnight.
Damn tired the next day.

About last night, i was perform on the stage during the MPU..
Majlis Pra Universiti
I sang duet with Wen Chen...
We jz seems like act as clown on the stage.
Anyway, im HAPPY...
This is what i want.


Huh? What happened neh?



He beg me to take photo with him..



4 pretty girl on that night... wakaka



Ah Beng and Jenn Jenn..



Mr. Ng and Miss. Ng





Jenn Jenn went to snooker again after the MPU...
The guy that bring me there told me that,
"this is the first time girls date me to snooker"..
haha.....
Well, this is me, Jennifer..
I love to do what i like....
But then oso quite funny date a guy to snooker...
hiak hiak hiak...!

2nd Day Of Exam

Today its the second day of exam.
My Godness!
On the first day, Sunday,
we only have one paper which is MUET 4.
A lot of essay to write.
HATE IT !!
Just after the exam,
we played the monopoly whole day..
We never worry about the examination.
Haha...
We quite enjoyed, actually.
About today, we just only have 2 paper.
Pengajian Am 1 & 2..
Paper two really sucks...
Just like shit that sending me to hell.
Tomorrow "kok ka cham"
Chemistry 1 and Math..
I better give up !
Go to HELL by myself before the paper send me to...
Pray For Jenn ya...
muacxxxxx !!!!!!!!

Happy ^^

Today's mood quite good..
Hehe.. Know Why?
Cause' Jenn just bought a new laptop.
Pink Pink some more..
Even it's not Apple or any branded laptop,
but i still do appreciate it.
" initially sure will appreciate ma! "
Beside that, my b'day coming soon also.
uhuh....
Now cheh-ing my brother buy me a sony camera.
OMG! The pink one...
Damn elegant !
I'm gonna have it soon...
Tomorrow it's my first paper
for my final-exam..
I never do any revision yet..
Giving up!
Anyway, pray for Jenn could pass
and not be the last in the class.
an mi thor for...

Broke Up...

Broke up again?
Of course not me..
It's my pity eldest sister..
Finally , finally and finally
she broke up with her's boyfriend.
They had been went through about 4 years.
A damn long time.
Who know will end up like this?
Really speechless..
I also have no idea,
what to do to make my sis feel better.
But then its ok la..
Just broke up , what.
Maybe will sad for several days,
weeks or maybe months.
Will recover back soon.
As the word goes,
Time It's The Best Medicine.
Sumore we're Mrs. NG wor...
MRS. from this family were happy all the time.
Face the problems with our open heart.
And try to solve it with the best solution.
(o_o)......(*o*)
Beside that, DYDY was sick today.
He vomit for abt 5 - 6 times since evening till now.
So pity for him.
His body temperature damn high.
Yeah!
Have to bring him to hospital by tomorrow.
Going Oi Oi luuuuuuu...

"Have Your Time At MOIS ya...."
Good Night!!

Aiyoyo

About today...
I was out of my plan.
Initially,
planed wanna go to library with Xue Er and Sue-Leen in the morning.
But then, it's already afternoon when i opened my eyes..
Hehe...
Jenn love sleep ma.
About 2 i reach there.
Cause a lot of peoples there, I really not in the mood of study.
Sitting and chatting there.
Aiyoyo... just wasting my time
We went to Tesco ate Pizza Hut as out dinner.
Meet Jin Bao and Jun Xiang after my dinner.
We hang around with some of our friends.
Well, something makes me so suprise.
I met Ben when i was at ARENA playing snooker.
As i know,
he was not at Alor Star currently.
But then,
he told me that he came back for several weeks jor.
Anyway, i do enjoy my snooker today and my "library lesson"..
Sleep soon..
I really have to study by tomorrow.
I REALLY HAVE TO.
muacxxx...


I
MISS
YOU
!!!!!!!!!!!!

Winnie's B'day

Last Wednesday, we celebrate Winnie's birthday at Uncle JOHN.
Almost all of Pra-U-1 BETA students.
The only JENNIFER was from DELTA.
haha...
I'm quite enjoy with them.
We make joke around and took a lot of the "stupid" photo..
But then pity Winnie.
Even birthday also no cake for her,
as her grandpa just passed away.
After the celebration, we went to funfair.
It seems like we booked the whole funfair..
Cause no people.
It's a rainy day.
Well, the rain really makes us enjoyed more.
Really couldn't describe our situation there.
Only a word "SYOK-nya"....
haha...
I played the bumper car and also the stupid swing chairs.
The stupid chair really makes the star and the fish bone
spinning on my head.
I hate it.
Promise no next time.
Phewwwwwwwww.........
Lastly,
Happy BE-Lated Birthday, WINNIE.....



Girlsss...



YEAH!!!



B'day Girlsss




My post so weird



Peace again...

2.41 a.m.

So good Jenn today..
Didn't go out hang with friends.
I'm just like a sleeping PIG, sleep whole day.
Haha.. Damn tired.
I woke up on 1 something in the afternoon.
Once i woke up,
I argued with my mum and sis
with something that they didn't agree with what i'hv done.
They doesn't agree it doesn't mean i have done wrong.
Since i feel that's nothing wrong,
I'll just continue to do what i feel like doing.
Just neglect it.

My mum and I went to repair my car, after that.
Just as usual,
don't know why recently really can't communicate anymore.
Will argue once start chat with her.
No wonder!
Maybe b'cos of my behaviour.
That's why i better shut my mouth up.
After i took my car for repair, i slept till about 10.00 pm.
Friends ask me out also felt so lazy.

Oh My Godness!
Final exam was around the corner.
I haven't do any revision yet.
About few weeks i didn't study.
I'm just like waiting to die.
Haha...
Anyway, Pray for Jenn ya.

3.38 a.m.

Yesterday (22 Oct) was Ai Pei's birthday.

Since both of us didn't have a lot of friends here,
3 of her unknown friends and me celebrate with her.
We having karaoke at e-box. Quick nice.
We sang from 5 pm to 8 pm.
Beside that, i have a Pengajian Am class on 8pm.
But then, i skipped it as i think long time once, its okay.
Haha.. (just to persuade myself)

After that i have my dinner with Jay Min,Jin bao,Shelvin and Xiang them at Fresh.
Not bad. We chatted a lot.
I enjoyed there as quick a long time didn't hang out with such many friends.
After that we went to the temple that having some "function" there.
Oh My Godness!
Its really scorchingly hot there.
A lot of people there.
And u can feel the heat which makes me felt so uncomfortable.
We left there immediately after we pray.

"Here comes my happy time"..................
We went to Bali cafe hang till now.
We chat a lot, we played a lot and we do laugh too.
I do enjoy that time as on that time,
all my sadness and also trouble that should overcome was "released" me.
I didn't think anything but only for play and laugh.
Well, hope my days will go on with such colourful.
Okay!
Wanna oi oi already o...
Muacxxxxxxxx... GOOD NIGHT..

2.12 a.m.

I just back from Penang as God Bro was having some function.
Well, a bit tired as i have to drive from Penang to Alor Star.
I just drive as fast as the car able to. I
t took about 1 hour to reach here.
Don't know why,
recently i couldn't communicate with mum as well.
We'll argue once we do communicate or have a simple chat.
We have different opinion in everything.
Maybe she's age getting old and love to "jiji chacha"..
I hate it so much.
Sometimes something that not really so important,
she could remind me till thousand times.
Oh My Godness!...
I'll try to accept it as she's my mother what...
Pity Jenn... Suffering... Haiz..
I think i should stuck my ear hole with cotton so that i can live better here..


While just now im driving,
i think a lot.
Im flash back the memories of us.
Well, i think of the feeling of mine while the last time we went to Penang.
Erm... The feeling its quick bad.
I know my mood its damn terrible as i have to leave my freedom an anything.
Beside that, i do enjoy our journey.
Anyway, not going to describe a lot feels like so nonsence.
Alright... gonna sleep.
Later have to go school...
Good Night..

While On The Way



After Enjoyed My BODY MASSAGE..

The Way How I Behave ; Nowadays

Well, last few days, whole of our family were busy for my brother's wedding. A lot of relatives which long time didn't see attend to the wedding dinner. On that night, i was planned to dedicate a song on the stage which could bring some entertainment for the guests. Unfortunately, the disk that i took there couldn't play at all. I was end up with sang a romantic song ; duet with one of my bro's friend. He gave me a rose too.. I'hv threw it once get off from the stage. He hold my hand while singing. Embrassing me. I let off immediately. By the way, He's not bad actually.... Quite funny and have a cute appearance some more. After the wedding, OMG~ whole family were tired like HELL. haha... I slept for about 18 hours to recover back. But then, its okay , sine my brother look so happy.

About last night. I was dream of him ; an idiot person. Don't know how to describe the feeling. Happy? Yes. Satisfying? erm..... Disappointed? maybe... Pity? Yeah... Well, that's a lot of feeling to describe. I dream that we have a date together. He try to hold my hand while we walked together. haha... Till now i still can remember the feeling of mine while he's holding my hand.... Stupid me... Make me suprise the most was that, i dream of his mum too... What The F**k... As i know, he's mum not really like me. Anyway, im not going to think about that anymore. Yeah! I admit that i wish it could really happen one day but sincere from my heart i don't hope so. As we really not suit for each other. The thing that i wish to happen maybe will satisfy me for a short while. But i know, that's not what i want.... Alright ! Stop here... I'll pray for Jenn's wish wouldn't come true till the end of time... hehe... Good Night

This Is How I Feel

Well, so long i didn't update my blog. Last weeks was our school holidays. I busy whole week as im work as part time. This caused me have no time to buy my dress for my brother's wedding dinner which held on this Saturday. Im so so so so sad about that. On the other hand, both of my sister bought damn pretty dinner dress. I Love it. But i have no time to get it. Well, as usual, on that day all of the guest will compare three of us. Can u imagine how am i look like compared with them? Oh My Goodness...! I hate being lose by someone especially those who close with me. I know their outlooks was so good. Since i couldn't change my outlook, well, i promised myself i counld't lose them in education, knowledge, income, and everything. I know my mum look so good on my sister especially my eldest sister as she adore her since young. I don't know why. But....... I am your daughter too. Well, i have learnt to be Independence since im young. No matter how tough a girl, still need some love from someone especially from the one that she love. I Love my mum the most. Anyway, hope she will turn back and look at me.



Beside that, last few days, our Sir gave us MUET speaking test. Oh My Godness....! Its really not as easy as u think. So Sweat... While looking for the point and speaking individually, its really nerves. I couldn't describe the feeling. All of our face ran red after the test. Its so damn funny. Well, after that test, i feel that i built a lot of confidence in myself. Didn't feel shy while speaking with others. It's a good thing what.. hehe.. Last but not least, Jenn will be the best among the best after awhile... I'll live in the HELL for awhile. I'll back to the HEAVEN soon... ><

I Had Killed My Heart

Saturday

Actually today my mood quite good. Just as usual. Nothing happened. But then while im online , with my "luan luan" click-ing, i notice something that i never know. Yeah. I admit, it's really got to let me know that. Well what i know is that actually my H*M already got the girl that he like. So seriously in love sumore. haha.. From that moment, i had make a conclusion. My decision is to kill my heart. Let it pain. I don't care how pain it is. After the painess, i'll have a new of Jenn. This is what i want. He is just nothing for me.. After this blog, there's no H*M exists anymore in my world nor this website. Totally,definetly delete from my mind. I never hate him. I just wake myself up. I shouldn't waiting something that really impossible. No more dream-ing for me. Its really make's me unhappy and make's me think a lot of nonsence. Why i have to live with those bad days wherease he live with a lot of happiness? That's really unfair for me. Anyway, only me can control how my days. No matter what day, i also have to go through 24 hours. Why not i prefer my happy days? Last but not least, my own promises, i swear I Wont Bother Anything About Him. Im Totally delete him. Im serious , this time. The last blog about u. Jenn sending u to HELL... yeehuuooooo

Give Up On U

Sunday , Raining

No school for yesterday ; Saturday. I just doing nothing here. Tuition at night and back home. Well, today's mood not really good. Something happened on Friday let me feel unwell for several days.

Friends for me its no.1 for all the time. Especially my best friends. I always believe that my best friends won't betray me , won't hurt me as i never think wanna do so on them. I treat them sincerely . I know distance is just like a wall that build between us. That's why i tried to keep in touch. But who's gonna appreciate it? It just wasting my time to do such things.

Friday, i saw three of them again at one of the shopping complex here. Well, i never blame that she's not contact me even she's back here. I never blame them didn't ask me out with them along. But i curious why they wanna lie me when they saw me? Maybe the lies just nothing for them. But it's really so pain. Not understand why they wanna do so. They don't like i join them? But i also won't join them. For before me, maybe i do. But now i understand how a human being behave especially them. I don't know started when they feel don't like on me ; boycott me. What i'hv done wrong? ............ =.= By the way, also thanks to what have u done on me. It remind me many things. At least i understand the meaning of FRIENDS now much more better than before it's too late.

Him? I really don't know how he think. He saw on his own eyes. He understand me, i know. He'll know how i feel. But he just act as stranger than a stranger. He really not care me anymore. Many times i had wish that he could help me when i needed help so much. But my wishes never come true. Yeah! I love him so much. I can't let him go from me. The live without him is just like the night without the lights. Really no choice. Now i realise, there's no turning point in our life. Well, through his msn personal message, i can see that he's waiting for somebody maybe very important for him. So far i know him, i never heard he say so. Anyway, hope the one that he waiting won't disappoint him. "Wish u all the best..... I LOVE YOU..♥!"

No matter how, i have to continue my jouney with my open heart. No one can't live without someone. Me too. I really so look down on me why i should sad because of them? No worth for me to do so. They just playing fool on me. They'll happy when they saw my reaction. I shouldn't. There's Come The Rainbow After The Rain. I'll remember the day ; 30 July 2009 ; Friday.

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The Changes On Us

Last few days, Saturday, i went to Genting alone... Weird leh? ALone nehx... Not my style leh? haha.... Actually the main reason went there ; is just for relaxing... I already used to be alone right now.. Friend for me is just nothing as they ady take me as nothing. I take them as besties but...... No sincere friends in my life. Anyway, no matter how, i still do enjoy my life. I'll make me happy all the time. I'll live more happier than u do.

Well, Genting is just as usual. I went to the places where i ever hang with him. Nothing changes there.. The chair , the flower , the landscape , even the sand was still remain the same there. But there's totaly changed between us. From the bottom of my heart, i ever hoped that there's nothing changed between me and you. But... Impossible........ Nothing will reverse backward. Especially the love to someone. Anyway, i felt that i really gain a lot after get through the "bad days" of my life...Jenn get more mature and tough. NO MEN NO CRY.... hahaha... NO WOMEN, U"LL DIE. Beside that, I also took photo there.... A lot a lot a lot of photo i'hv took as i love self-captured...

By the way, i also entered the casino... Genting Casino sumore... Nothing special also.. Maybe coz' i don't like gambling. Damn bored inside there.. I feel pity with the money when i saw the way they gambling. Sooooo sweattttt.... Everything just as usual. I shopping, buy clothes and "syok sendiri" there.... haha...


Thus, almost one week Birdy went to MAKTAB , JB... Miss her so much... Before the day she went there, we got gathering at BALI BALI.. When the time wanna back home, she looked upset.. Dunno what happened. But i do enjoy the time with her.. >< I'll Miss You.... All the best for u

Inside The Genting Casino's Toilet !!

Look Like My Mum, Am I? ...

On The Way To Meet Frend

I Still Remember Everything... Do You?

I LOVE YOU

Love Self-captured....

The Venue Remind Me A Lot

Ready To Went Out...

When There's Nothing To Do

I Seems Like Waiting Something Here... But.....

I Enjoyed