Amazing

Today was an amazing day for me.. It happened something that i wished to happen but i never think that it will happened on me. Just now, during my tuition lesson, i received a message. It's from Song. Oh My God! Its really a surprise to me. I never think that he will contact me. He really do. We chat a lot. Through our text conversation, it is show that he have already mature and grow older. At least he know to differentiate the right and the wrong. Before that, i thought I'll so happy if one day he find me back. But don't know why i didn't have that feeling at all. Just normal. Not even hope that he can do anything to me. I'm suspecting myself. Am i keep my feeling and act like I'm nothing? Or it just really nothing to me? I don't wonder. I'm going to think carefully tonight before I'm sleep.


By the way, IF, if i really know and understand my feeling, what can i do? My thinking and my opinion to him is just useless. I can do nothing. Haiz... I won't wasting my time thinking about that. My life still have to go on. I need to on my way. Now, 100% concentrate in my study. Have a good result, at least can disappoint my family members. I'll try my best on it. You all must pray for JENN too ya... muacksss. GooD NiTe.. SweeT DreamS

Friendship

Last Thursday, all of them came back from National Service. They came back just for 2 days because have our Chinese event "Cheng Beng". Before that day, I'm so excited and hope the time can pass as fast as it can since we didn't meet about 3 weeks. So miss them. Especially Yong You and LZ. I even can't imagine how enjoy will we are when they come back. But.......... It is proven that i had assume wrongly. Within this 3 weeks, i can see that many thing had changed. We are not like before, so crazy and do anything just for fun. As the time goes by, ya, i admit that human will grow older and mature and everything will change. But i thought not the time now. My thought was not by my side..= = What i hope is, no matter what had change in us, our friendship never change. Still the same. I'll try my best not to let our changes effect our friendship. Hope u all too.

By the way, LZ look so "chan". He look darker now compare with before and even smaller. Don't know what's going on with him. Just wish that he can enjoy there and take care of himself. GOD will always bless you and us. Jenn will always pray for you. Take Care.. (^.^)