PLKN Tasoh Siri 6/2 Gathering

Last few days, we have a gathering at Greenland Mc Donald.
Seriously, i'm appreciate the chance to gather together but other's not.
Well, only 10 of us there.
The funny thing is that we're gather on 11 pm.
What a lame gathering is this?
As Sou Sou purposely came back from Nilai, Inti for this gathering.
To show my sincere, i go by bus and Sou Sou fetch me there.
I am enjoy to talk and laugh with them ; Sou Sou and Benji.
We talked a lot.
We finished out gathering on 12 something.
I went to UPR to find him.
He bring me to VooDoo.
Honestly, i don't know the reason i go to meet him.
He with his friends and i'm bored sitting and standing there.
As some technical problem, i overnight at his house.
Guess what.
Only me and him.
What's going to happen?
SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But now, we have already make it clear.
He told me that he's not ready to be in a relationship.
Positive thinking, he's not ready.
Fact, i'm not his cup of tea.
It's good to be friend.
I can't imagine if i'm in a relationship with a sweet talker.
I am disguise sweet talker.
Sweet talker, please go away from me.
Honestly, i don't know i like him or not.
The feeling is considered as like?
Or because i'm empty now and simply like anyone?
*wondering*
Alright!
STOP here.
As everything had happen.
Not going to look back anymore.












P/S : I'm not upset or anything. Just feel EMPTY. I'm still feeling GOOD.! And i'm very happy can meet them all especially Xiao Tong.

I Miss THEM

Last few days, i was webcam with Benson.
And he asked me to watch "Peter Chao's video" in Youtube.
He was damn annoy and the way he speak English was damn funny.
I love him.I mean i like the way he talked and the contains of the video.
Guess what, he's sun glass was Louis Vuittion.
The way he talk reminds me of someone.
Mr. Chicken.
I dreamed of him on that night.
He just like a clone of Mr.C.
I realize that actually i miss him.
Sometimes when i sat alone , driving alone or even lay on my bed, i think of him.
The way he entertained me and the way he care for me.
I still remember he said he'll commit if we're in a relationship.
And he promise not to rush as we going to take time to know each other more.
I know he won't be so faithful to his girlfriend.
But he makes me trust on him and definitely i have fallen for him.
Finally he's the one whom end everything up.
He have chosen to be with her.
I respect his decision.
Well, my besties told me not to have any relation with him as he'll hurt me in the end.
But I WANT.I believe that "We never try, We'll never know".

Everything Happened For A Reason

Finally i have my time to update my blog now.
After sent mom to bus station, i have my fried chicken with Dydy.
While we eating, the electric current suddenly stop.
I can't take anymore as the weather was damn hot even at night.
When the time i came out, the electric current come again.
SHIT..!
It's playing me like a fool.

A lot of things happened within this few weeks.Last 2 weeks, Devon and i accidentally saw him.

After a few days, we realize that he wrote on the Facebook said that...

"Sometimes i saw they two people, i really gonna vomit, the feeling see them, is really very suffer, just want to say FUCK OFF, PLEASE."
Oh My Gosh..~
See his grammar.
Sux.
Both of us really don't understand why he do so.
We never step on his tail.Why he wanna step on us?
The comment below there mention our name some more.
Stated j n d .
We really can't think of other except both of us.
When the time i saw it, i feel HOT and SHY.
Angry is because he stepped on me.
I never do anything on him.Shy is because why my ex-boyfriend would say that to me?
I mean, why i ever have such boyfriend?
Shameless on me.
I dare not to tell my mom and other friends what had happened.
I know they'll laugh at me ; have such immature boyfriend.
After i broke with him, i never said anything bad on him.
Cause i wanna they leave the best memories of him.
Honestly, i don't want other look down on me.People asked me how he treated me?
I just smile i told them his advantages.
But then he....................................................?

Beside that, he ever told them about the things that damn privacy.
I warn him not to tell anyone.
But he do.
This guy..... I don't know should use what word to describe him.
A dirty guy that visit neighbour house more then his girlfriend house?Or a prostitute obsessed?

Well, i don't feel like wanna continue to talk about him.
I didn't feel like gonna vomit but only feel disgust.