New Member Of Us

Firstly , i would like to Welcome Mr. Issac into our group! haha! Although he is just new for us, but we never felt stranger to him. He was damn funny. Sometimes u may feel hate to him , but most of the time he will make us smile and laugh. This week we never even missed out one day to hang out together. On Sunday, Jenn and Mr. Issac having breakfast at KFC before school. After school , we hang out again at Alor Star Mall and the garden at Desa Seraya there! Its damn interestin there even only 4 of us there!

Sometimes we should act as a CHILD...


This is how he will responce once the dog chase him. wakaka

I need HELP...

On the next day , which is Monday, i skipped (pon) my class to have a swim with them. The worst is Devon skipped his ADD Math paper to hang with us. OMG! Early in the morning, Mr.Issac came to my house fetch me. Then we went to the polluted beach at Kuala Kedah there. Wah! The beach was damn smelly. Even smelly then your shit! W + O + R + S + T.. But i do LOVE there! After went to the beach , we went to Diane's mum shop to fetch them. After that, we went to Pasar Pagi Telok Wanjah haven our breakfast. haha! I ate Kuah Jiap , whereas Mr.Issac ate Hokkie Mee. After having out breakfast, we went for swimming. After swimming, we went to Snooking. haha! I LOVE it. We seems like addicted with it! AFter snooker we still have our plan o! haha! We went to sing K. E-box.. Our second house. wakaka! one weeks abt 3 times there! haha! After e-box we tired like ikan bilis.. haha! then Back home jor!

Eating my Fav. Kuih Jiap.. Damn delicious!

Mr.Issac's face after having his breakfast whereas Diane's face during she "working".. muahahahaha!

After swimming! Ready to snookerrrrrr... hiak hiak hiak


Wow Wow! Pretend like Jenn is the Professional! wakaka! Actually know nothing

About Them

Within this few days, i got some news which me, myself also don't know that's good news or bad news. Maybe good , maybe not. Yesterday, i knew from my mum that he's going get married soon! I get shocked once i heard that. Disappointed? I don't think i am. Jealous? Impossible. Anyway, no matter any feel on me, i still need to pretend nothing on me. The first thought of me is that he still too young. Only 20 years old. It's not the married age yet. But, that's non of my business. Make me proud of myself is that i did not take it as a business. I just forget it automatically after awhile.

Next, just now Diane told me that he (other he) already couple with a girl. While she told me, my heartbeat was damn fast. It feels like my heart going to jump out. But after i knew that i also did not felt anything. I think maybe i have already used to it. Even how much i like him, i also did not get any reply. By the way, i just realize that actually i am not fall for him. I fall for his ...(shshssh!!! secret).. haha!

Instead, just forget about them. I did not find any interesting talk about them. I write this blog is just to take it as a part or my memories. So that, i'll feel how childish am i when i grow up one day. Okay! STOP here! Gonna sleep! It's already 3.15 am. Good NITE!! muaxxxx .. LOVE JENN

Story That Touches My Heart

He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys were after

her, while he was so normal, nobody paid any attention to him. At the end of the

party, he invited her to have some coffee with him, she was very surprised, but

being polite, she promised him. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was

too

nervous to say anything. She felt very uncomfortable, she thought, she would

want to go home....

suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me

some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.'

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he

put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why

you

have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I lived near

the sea, I like playing near the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,

just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty

coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my

hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While

saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched..

That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can

tell

out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home,

has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about

her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice

talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets

all

her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was

such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty

coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess

married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And,

every

time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she

knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My

dearest,

please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I

said

to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so

nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It

was

hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be

the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times

in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to

lie

to you for anything..

Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like

the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty

coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for

anything I do for you.. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my

whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you

and

have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee

again'.

Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her: what's

the taste of salty coffee?

It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear

but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!

Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one

you like will leave you for the one they love.

Find one, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's
her.

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Its My Character, Sagittarius

SAGITTARIUS WOMAN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a
beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely
covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world
positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set
easily.

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow
fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very
open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never
try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say
something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you
could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is
better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too
much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be
protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to
control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she
is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this
matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for
some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can
easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths,
good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if
she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of
let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about
getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves
sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more
guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care
about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn’t careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know
it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one
more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will
not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.

Teribble!

Last night, i went to SENTOSA to claim my hand phone from my sister. I saw him. I know he saw me but he just pretend that he didn't saw me! Me too! His friend also my friend which i know already about 3 years. Even we seldom mix together, but we still in contact. Suddenly ask me to be with him. Oh My GOD! I am feel like so weird. Don't know why. Maybe i have no feeling with him. Addition, i am was his quite best friend's girlfriend before. Don't he feel something wrong? Maybe no for him. But yes for me. Just now i was asked Von for opinion. She gave me a lot. and also help me to write the message to him. WooW. After it all , i feel better! ha ha! In the other , i feel like im hurting people. But it is LIFE. We need to face the truth. YA!!! Hope he won't mind! This is for out good! All the best to YOU!

REALISE

Last Friday , Diane drove her's mummy car (kelisa) fetch me! It's my first time sat her car! Feeling not bad.. haha! More expert than i thought. Even something had happened but it's okay. At least we can have invaluable experience. We talked about RUN WEI ; one of Devon's friend. I asked Devon is it the feeling that her to him is just a fresh feeling? Without any thought , she asked me "Then hoe about your feeling too him? Is also a fresh feeling?" WooW.. This is a good question. I think for awhile. Then i just reply her a sweet smile. "Definitely NOT.. " she said. This question made me realize that my feeling to him is really not a fresh feeling like to other. I LIKE HIM. But i can do nothing to him. Not even contact to him. I have not a good reason to sms or even contact him. It's FADE. I face the truth. Instead , i'll support him by my missing. haha! It's not easy to make one missing others. Last but not least , I MISS HIM.

While DIANE driving.. I am ENJOYING


VON and ME



Rough wind upon me!

♥The Night♥

Last few weeks , we went to VOX for celebrating JAY MIN's birthady. So many people along there. Include, DIANE , YONG YOU , DEVON , GUO LI , YIN SANG , LIAN ZHONG , JIAN WEN , KHAI TONG & her gang and also Yong You's friends. We really enjoy our night. Lastly don't know why , DEVON leave my clothes in his car. DEVON inform me when i'm back home. After a few days , he ask his sister bring the clothes for me during school. Through this , we contact for several days. I'm so happy. I don't know how to describe my feeling, It just like giving me some hope. And i also know that my "hope" wont last long. I always ask myself yo take everything as nothing. If really can't then just take it as fresh feeling. So that i can live better.^^

Took with PENNY during the night!

TOOK by Jenn.. haha! I LOVE JENN

DEVON and ME.. Enjoying the night.

☜♥☞Beachie☜♥☞

For about 4 months i did not post any blog. Because recently busy for my examination. 2 months to go for my SPM and 2 weeks for my Trial Exam.

Last months i was went to Penang again. Birdy , Devon , Diane and Me wan the leader of this trip. We went to every shopping complex which located in Penang. I bought nothing cos i have no money. = ="... The happiest part that is we went to beach. Batu Ferringi. That beach was really suck. Being polluted. But we really enjoy our time.

Nothing to do , took a photo first. To be my sweet memories.

Diane took picture for me. With my name Jenn which means that my name never leave me.^^

Those who we know in the beach. They're frm Australia. Sam and Ben. They quick nice with a cute looking.

Pretty girls and handsome boy here. Take a look. All are still available. hahaha!!

Good News vs. Bad News

A good news and a bad news going to write in post tonight.. About the good news.. My Mid-Year exam result was quick OK.. Not bad(for me).. I got more than my expectation.. Which is 4A's....and others...... I felt so happy.. This is what i always said "You will get what u give"..4 months more for me to do my best.. Honestly, now I'm feel so tired.. But I'll never let TIRED come to me before my examination... Alright !! After the good news, here comes a bad news.. Actually its none of my business..Its about him.. His mother had passed away.. As i know his mother was bang by a motorbike while she wanted to cross the road.. She was in coma for several hours before she left his last breath.. That was really amazing.. When Diane told me what had happened, i don't know what reaction i should give to her.. It just like she's bluffing.. But i know she will not make such joke.. I felt so pity to him and his youngest sister which is my senior.. She was so young and need a mummy beside her.. I really cant imagine how about if one day, thats really happen on me.. By the way, he as a brother, i understand his sadness.. Although he just act nothing.. I am as a friend, how wish am i wanted to give his mother a last respect.. But finally i did not do it.. = =

LIFE is just amazing.. We will never know what will happen the next second.. I had learn a lot from that incident... I always told myself that i should proud having a loving and a good mummy.. I'm appreciate her so much.. As a teenager, sure sometimes will argue with mum; different opinion.. Turn a head will calling her.. Mum too.. I LOVE YOU more than i can say... muacksss... i want to be your daughter at the next next next next next next (many many next) life... ^.^

Enjoy

WooW.. About a month did not post my blog.. Recently quite busy for my SPM examination and i don't think i have anything to write about.. In this about 1 month, my day was just a "peaceful".. Just as usual. Few days ago, i went to Penang which is a small island that i LOVE so much.. Diane, Devon and Shi Yee went along.. Our purpose went there is just want to buy some new clothes for my brother's wedding, since the wedding is just around the corner.. We live there 2 days 1 night.. We quite enjoy although we have no transport there.. By the way, we took a lot and a lot of picture.. Since take picture is our hobby what!!! Hahaha.... I bought a dinner dress for my brother's wedding, a pink pant and 2 my favourite Mickey's shirt.. I LOVE that shirt so much.. muacksss, muacksss, and muacksss... I'm so happy that i can buy what i love, beside it i'm so sad that i have lost what i LOVE too... One of my shirt which i love it so much and a pair of shoe lost it.. (-.-) I keep on asking myself "why can't i get everything that i love and i have?".. Just forget it.. Keep on thinking the sad thing can't bring happiness to me.. We alive on this Earth just for one purpose which is HAPPY.. Looking our happiness for ourself.. As our slogan "PLAY FOR LIFE" ..After shopping, we hang out at Coffee Bean... Although there's only 4 girls of us, we really enjoy it.. I Love that feeling.. We chat a lot.. Anything that can chat and make funny there.. Oh ya, the waiter who work in Coffee Bean there quite nice.. Hahaha~ We can even chat about him whole night..This time shopping im quite scrims and save.. I only spend about RM 200 ++.. I Love to spend money but i hate to earn money.. How much i hope that i can spend money all the time without any worries.. But i think impossible la.. Just dream it all the time^^.. Hahahaah~

Initially we planning to shopping at Queensbay Mall.. Don't know why suddenly we went to play roller skate.. That is my first time played roller skate.. I never tried before and surely dunno how to play even walk with that stupid skate's shoe.. I fell down so many times.. My buts going to "kai hua" already.. OMG~~ Its really pain i can't even describe the pain feeling.. I don't care about my image while im playing it.. I just do what i like, shout when i fall and everything.. Just be Jennifer.. Actually quite nice la..Surely I'll play for next time.. I really enjoy during i am learning to walk with the skate's shoe.. After I know how to walk with the roller skate, it fell nice.. I felt that i have succeed something..Hehehehe~ By the way, wanna thanks DIANE for her patience teaching me, be my Skate's teacher, MRS. LIM.. I really appreciate you, Diane as my friend and felt im lucky met you such a good friend.. I know we'll separate one day, im ready for it but hope that the day can postpone as long as it can.. From my bad tempered, you try to help me change it.. That's speechless to you.. I heard that you'll go to Bangkok to further your study after Form 5..Although i don't hope you go, but it is your dream.. I knew that.. Ya^^ Jenn will still support you no matter what decision you have take.. If im not wrong, the day we went to PG is the day you break with Billy.. You did not show any expression on your face but actually we know what you think and how your feeling is.. Diane, must remember.. No matter what happen, we're still by your side, support you.. As what Jenn always said "THERE'S RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN".. Just take it as a good beginning.. All The Best To You and Jenn also... hahahaha~ FRIENDSHIP FOREVER