Missy Jenn (✿_✿): June 2009

Again abt 1 month didnt upload my blog. But no matter how i do promise i'll remember that i have a blog here.. ^^ As usual... This 1 month not few things happend oso la. haha... Abt my stdy leh, erm... not bad... BUt physics really DRIVE ME CRAZY... haha.. so difficult.. it even much more difficult thn what i'hv expect. By the way, last 3 or 4 weeks we went to Langkawi with Diane them together. I really do enjoy as i LOVE beach so much. But somethings that happened that make our trip not going so well oso la.. aiya.. Jz forget abt it. Thus, today really alot things wanted to vomit out. I ady try to pretend ntg for abt few weeks ady. But finally i think once i vomit out i'll get better. ><

Firstly, today i get inform that Birdy get the offer to MAKTAB at JB there. She's the only one of my close frend here.. She's goin to leave me alone here.. How abt my besties??? haha... dissapear frm this earth jor.. haha... Dunno what's going on.... Thy seems like trying to escape frm me. Even came bk here oso never inform me. And talk something to my frend.

So pity... I really dun wan to think abt that. So far, i knw her ady for abt 10 years... I believe she knew me more thn other ppl do. But really dunno wat she thinking. I take them all even more important thn my lover. But finally is wat i got. haha... Im ok... I'm tried to think in positively n jz accept it. Im gonna learn to be rasional. Not childlish anymore. So pity me.... Im thinking how im gonna go on with my life? haizzzzzz.... Conclusion is wat, u knw? haha... No matter how, i oso have to go on with my life... Takan wan suicide? siao geh... Jenn is a friendly person ma... Gv her sometime sure will alot of frend later. haha.... (persue myself since no ppl gonna do so)... In the other hand, im gonna fix up my timetable. So that i have no time wanna think abt that nonsence to kacau me.... yyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhh..... Anyway, still the same wordss... "STUDY FIRST"... Since everyone's life sure have their own turbulent.. Thn we should accept it while enjoy it... haha.... STOP STOP STOP.... Stop here ady... Ady talk a lot nonsence.... blekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk