The Voice From My Heart

I'm stress caused of my career.
I'm Tension. It's driving me crazy.

I used to pursuit myself that everyone feel the same to makes myself feel better.

I was unable to cope with the situation I'm in right now.

I'm feel so bad.

As the unfortunate tragedy happened in Thailand, most of the factory were affected as well as our sales.

And this become my reason; excuses for myself.

I know I shouldn't be.

I want to study hard as my first semester will start on Jan 2012.

5 years to go.

I want to be an educated person so that the degree holders will not look down on me.

I want to change my mind set, my thinking ant etc.

Yes!!!! I'm ready for WAR!!!!!!!!!! COME ON!!!!!!!!

20th Birthday

The most ever meaningless birthday of mine.

I don't know how should i describe my Birthday.

I requested my BELEN to buy me a cake.

I asked them to celebrate with me.

I knew I'm shameless.

As usual continue working on my Birthday.

Going for movie and dinner with Bro and Family after work.

I expect at least be a lil different with the life style as how i used to be.

But NO. Caused of my expectation, i was disappointed.

I don't like the feeling when there is a hope but dissatisfied.

12/12/2011

My tear drops for 3 times as I'm upset.

I got no one.

I have to be tough.

I can make it through the rain.

Timeless

As time passes. I'hv worked for about 9 months.

As time passes. My sister going to give birth soon.
As time passes. I am 20 soon.

Everything was changed.

The long hair was no more mine.
The best friends was no longer best of mine.
The feeling of mine was no more for me.The little girl was no more a girl.
*Everything happened within a year.*


Now I believe that sometimes some words are really hard to speak out from our mouth.
I am not wish it to be but what i able to do is just let it be.
Just like your lover going to leave and you're unable to do anything even you love him/her very much.

People will live happier with their mind wider.
Yeah. I am to be.

The sun rises , the sun falls
A little boy , and old man
A little girl , and old woman

The moon is full , the stars shine brightly
Second become , minutes become
Hours become , days become
Years become a lifetime.

New look of mine. I like it !!!

Mom , Stephanie, Jessie and Me at Sunway.

It's a happy night for me.

See... We Laugh so happy.

<3 <3 <3

I Want To Get Married !!!

A good news to tell here.

Jessie Ng Chew Fang is going to get married soon.

She was pregnant. :)

So happy to hear that.

Nothing to be shocked as they had dating for more than 8 years.

Congratulation, sista.

Of course I am the bridesmaid. :p

So excited.

While I'm looking at here, can feel the inner shine from her.

Now i believe.

A lady looks different when wore the wedding dress.

A type of indescribable beauty on her.

I told myself : "I wanna get married before 28."

But no point also if i couldn't find the brooms. :(

Ideal wedding theme. <3

Hey Mr.X , remember I wanted it to be like that. :p

P/s: I wanna , I wanna, I wanna get married. Aaaarrrrrggggghhhhhh.

The Working Day Of Mine

I got a lil bored of sitting in front of my Delly.

I need to motivate myself.

Come On , girl......

"Don't you forgotten what you promised yourself?"

Yeah. I remember. I will achieve what i aimed for.

By the way, see what I'hv done.

XD

How good if there's my real eyelash. :P

I am a good girl. Respect me pls. TQ

Love this the most. Look Sexy B***H.

Photo Tells A Story

Photo might tell us whether i'm doing good or not. :)

How was it?

Am i doing good?

My point not to show off that i'm doing well here.

You're very happy or sad with your life, need no to report or show to other.

Well, actually i want to show that i'm get.................

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P/S : This is how i behave. S.H.A.M.E.L.E.S.S.

As How I Thought

Our STPM result released last two days; 21 Feb 2011.

Of course i took it.

As what i expected.

1 Fail. Credit for the remaining subject.

You know what?

I failed Mathematics.

GOSH~~~~ It's MATH.

I thought i can do it; at least got a lil pointer.

On the other hand, i thought i'll fail for my Chemistry and Physics.

Who knows i got credit on both of it.

1.42 this is what the paper show me.

Valerie, she got quite a bad result which only 0.83.

She couldn't get a certificate as do as Xue Er.

For me, i never regret or even blame on anyone.

I have to take this responsibility.

For now, i'hv decide.

I better concentrate more on my career.

It's time to say goodbye to the stupid books and so the school.

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I had work for this company for one and a half month.

I quite enjoy the job that i'm doing now.

So freedom but surely a lil bit pressure.

I want to show my result to them.

To them that look down on low education people.

I want them swallow back their words.

P/S: I'm trying very hard now. I need some time.

The Officially First Day Of Mine

Today is the first day i'm officially working at Om Motion & Control Sdn. Bhd.
I worked as a Sales Assistant.
As i don't have any experience, i have to stay at the office and study the product that i'm going to sell and understand the flow of the company.
Last week, i'm out station with my branch manager to KL and JB.
I thought it must be very interesting.
YES.. It's interesting.
But then tiring more than interesting.
Slept for 4 hours everyday, travel here and there.
Well, i knew alot.
I can see the skill to communicate with strangers and how to pull closer the distance between one another.
I'm the youngest in sales department.
Most of them are married and some have children some more.
Should i be happy or sad?
Gosh...!

Now, i'm doing some revision about the products that i'm going to sell soon.
Going to present to my Manager on this coming Wednesday.
I got the confidence.

P/S : I'm going to achieve the achievement that i'hv set for myself in the shortest time.