About Them

Within this few days, i got some news which me, myself also don't know that's good news or bad news. Maybe good , maybe not. Yesterday, i knew from my mum that he's going get married soon! I get shocked once i heard that. Disappointed? I don't think i am. Jealous? Impossible. Anyway, no matter any feel on me, i still need to pretend nothing on me. The first thought of me is that he still too young. Only 20 years old. It's not the married age yet. But, that's non of my business. Make me proud of myself is that i did not take it as a business. I just forget it automatically after awhile.

Next, just now Diane told me that he (other he) already couple with a girl. While she told me, my heartbeat was damn fast. It feels like my heart going to jump out. But after i knew that i also did not felt anything. I think maybe i have already used to it. Even how much i like him, i also did not get any reply. By the way, i just realize that actually i am not fall for him. I fall for his ...(shshssh!!! secret).. haha!

Instead, just forget about them. I did not find any interesting talk about them. I write this blog is just to take it as a part or my memories. So that, i'll feel how childish am i when i grow up one day. Okay! STOP here! Gonna sleep! It's already 3.15 am. Good NITE!! muaxxxx .. LOVE JENN