Complicated Feeling

A good news, my eldest brother going to married soon on 16 May 2008.. I don't know what's my feeling now.. Sure i feel happy cause my brother going to married.. By the way, I'm feel worry.. I must lost my weight so that i have a slimmer body to wear my dress to attend my brother's wedding dinner.. But now seems like nothing difference... No way! No way!.. I must lost my weight in this 2 months.. I must do it.. Gambateh.. In the other hand, i have an examination tomorrow.. I did not study anymore today.. I have no mood to study at all.. I know I'm as a student should not do that.. But i really have no mood what to do wor? My SPM coming soon, 7 months more.. Hahah~ I wish the time could pass as fast as it can.. After SPM i may fly above i could.. muhahaha~ I'm waiting for that moment.. By the way, I also wish the time could stop.. As the time longer, i have more time to study and enjoy hanging it with my dearest friends here.. huh?.. Am i crazy?.. Why i could change my mind in a click of eyes.. hahaha~

Oh ya!.. The main point I'm writing this blog is about a guy. A guy i know him in about 1 month.. We are very close. We can discuss in any topic that we do.. I admit that i do enjoy when chatting with him.. He accompany me and ave me a lot of advise when i was down.. I really appreciate him very much.. Now, i don't know what my mind think.. I can even miss him in every hour.( not in every second yet) I'm so confuse now.. Is it I'm having some "feeling" to him? I think i really need to "investigate" what's going on to me and "repair" myself..yup!.. stop here.. Going to study again and ready for tomorrow exam.. Al my dear friends, pray for me ya...^^ Last but not least, GOD will always bless Jennifer and hers friends.... GooD NighT..