Amazing

Today was an amazing day for me.. It happened something that i wished to happen but i never think that it will happened on me. Just now, during my tuition lesson, i received a message. It's from Song. Oh My God! Its really a surprise to me. I never think that he will contact me. He really do. We chat a lot. Through our text conversation, it is show that he have already mature and grow older. At least he know to differentiate the right and the wrong. Before that, i thought I'll so happy if one day he find me back. But don't know why i didn't have that feeling at all. Just normal. Not even hope that he can do anything to me. I'm suspecting myself. Am i keep my feeling and act like I'm nothing? Or it just really nothing to me? I don't wonder. I'm going to think carefully tonight before I'm sleep.


By the way, IF, if i really know and understand my feeling, what can i do? My thinking and my opinion to him is just useless. I can do nothing. Haiz... I won't wasting my time thinking about that. My life still have to go on. I need to on my way. Now, 100% concentrate in my study. Have a good result, at least can disappoint my family members. I'll try my best on it. You all must pray for JENN too ya... muacksss. GooD NiTe.. SweeT DreamS