I Miss THEM

Last few days, i was webcam with Benson.
And he asked me to watch "Peter Chao's video" in Youtube.
He was damn annoy and the way he speak English was damn funny.
I love him.I mean i like the way he talked and the contains of the video.
Guess what, he's sun glass was Louis Vuittion.
The way he talk reminds me of someone.
Mr. Chicken.
I dreamed of him on that night.
He just like a clone of Mr.C.
I realize that actually i miss him.
Sometimes when i sat alone , driving alone or even lay on my bed, i think of him.
The way he entertained me and the way he care for me.
I still remember he said he'll commit if we're in a relationship.
And he promise not to rush as we going to take time to know each other more.
I know he won't be so faithful to his girlfriend.
But he makes me trust on him and definitely i have fallen for him.
Finally he's the one whom end everything up.
He have chosen to be with her.
I respect his decision.
Well, my besties told me not to have any relation with him as he'll hurt me in the end.
But I WANT.I believe that "We never try, We'll never know".