This Is How I Feel

Well, so long i didn't update my blog. Last weeks was our school holidays. I busy whole week as im work as part time. This caused me have no time to buy my dress for my brother's wedding dinner which held on this Saturday. Im so so so so sad about that. On the other hand, both of my sister bought damn pretty dinner dress. I Love it. But i have no time to get it. Well, as usual, on that day all of the guest will compare three of us. Can u imagine how am i look like compared with them? Oh My Goodness...! I hate being lose by someone especially those who close with me. I know their outlooks was so good. Since i couldn't change my outlook, well, i promised myself i counld't lose them in education, knowledge, income, and everything. I know my mum look so good on my sister especially my eldest sister as she adore her since young. I don't know why. But....... I am your daughter too. Well, i have learnt to be Independence since im young. No matter how tough a girl, still need some love from someone especially from the one that she love. I Love my mum the most. Anyway, hope she will turn back and look at me.



Beside that, last few days, our Sir gave us MUET speaking test. Oh My Godness....! Its really not as easy as u think. So Sweat... While looking for the point and speaking individually, its really nerves. I couldn't describe the feeling. All of our face ran red after the test. Its so damn funny. Well, after that test, i feel that i built a lot of confidence in myself. Didn't feel shy while speaking with others. It's a good thing what.. hehe.. Last but not least, Jenn will be the best among the best after awhile... I'll live in the HELL for awhile. I'll back to the HEAVEN soon... ><