Up & Down

Last 2 days ; 12 July 2010, he came and find me again.
He went to my school with his friend ; Sada ; and makes me so nervous.
I don't know what the purpose he went there.
We just chat for about few minutes then he back.
Afternoon, we went to watch Eclipse again at Alor Star Mall.
Well, i doesn't enjoy the movie anymore as i just watched it last few days.
But i do enjoy watch with him and sat beside him.
After that all, we went to have our dinner and continued by snooker then back home.
From the bottom of my heart, i really so happy.
He was much more gentleman that i expect.
He open the car's door for me, help me everything when i need to.
How mush i wish that we're stay in the same town.
What to do?
I appreciate every seconds when i'm with him.

Yesterday.
He told me that he will busy for this few days.
Well, i am wondering what does he busy for?
Busy until don't have time to send me a message or even a call.
I don't know.
What i know is that I MISS HIM so much and his voice.
I told myself that not going to disturb him.
Cause i scare that he will feel i am so annoying.

Today.
I was so down now.
Just now morning mom and stepmother went to my school as my teacher asked them go.
My idiot teacher complains about me.
Said i'm late to school everyday.
I am sleep in the class.
And show them my results.
WTF....!
I was like hot till..................................
I admit that i do sleep in the class but not only me.
Everything end up with , mom quarantine me, ask me not to go out.
On the other hand, he didn't contact me for whole day.
Cause of those stuff, i'm down for whole day.
I wanna tell him.
But.............................
I text him.
He didn't reply.
Even phone him also couldn't get through him.
Until just now.
He message me told me that something happened.
I don't know what's going on.
So worry about him.
I'll only pray for you, my dear.
I Really Miss You.